Years ago I began to take a deeper look into myself to find out the reasons “why”

While this is a broad spectrum of analysis, it has put me on a path with winding curves, obstacles and obstructions and along the way I have met some very colorful but also some very bland people. I am no where near the end of this path and quite honestly I hope I never do find the end. I hope that the path I am creating will be followed by those who I invite to travel with me. This path should never see a closed door or permanent end.

In the analysis that I have been able to understand and comprehend, I have unlocked parts of my mind that I never knew existed. Some bad, most good, all for a reason. Do not get this “for a reason” confused with the idea of fate. This collection of occurrences has brought me to the teachings and literature of so many different minds in an effort for understanding. If I could sit and listen to the authors over a cup of the finest coffee or a cigar… I do believe that it would be the so-called heaven we all hope to reside in.

My collection thus far includes knowledge from any culture and class that I can find and verify. The overlapping of certain texts and theories allows me to validate some some of these teachings or works. This verification is essential because through the time-line of human existence we have seen some of the greatest and also the most evil of minds. Evil drives the vehicle of greed and for that reason and that reason alone humanity cannot be taken 100% seriously. In other words, don’t believe everything that you see, hear, or read. I dare you to question the validity of even this writing, after all.. I’m just another blogger.

For most of my life I have followed the tell tale signs of chaos theory and natures way of “trash pickup” –entropy. This has led me to the belief (or rather the DIS-belief) of fate and pre-determination of life. Though, Life seems to have its way of saying “I do what I want.” This complication has plagued me in the reasoning of if fate exists and if we were created or if we happened. Then I came across the I Ching.

Time.

Einstein devoted his life to understanding this phenomenon. We as a people generally accept the given standards of time. We cannot move it, stop it, speed it up, or travel through it. What if our perception of time, defines the speed at which we travel through it?

Take for example gravity’s effect on time. We know that the further away from the earth, the slower time moves. And also take fore example the fact that humans, and all life really.. perceives time based on a reactionary clock inside of our brains. At least those of us with brains and complex thought.. so exclude plants. Our time seems to slow down when we are reacting quickly to a situation. If we are in an adrenaline rush, for example a car accident.. time seems to slow, right? … our heart is beating faster, our brains is processing images faster, our memory is fine tuning.. (imagine scrubbing an audio track)

What if our “frequency” is controls how fast we can process time? by frequency I mean our life’s vibration. How fast our heart is beating, etc.. Say that each life we go through has its own frequency. You’re on 867mHz, I’m on 932mHz.. changes by situation, and by life. Each life, say human vs rat has its own given range of frequency. When we die, we are no longer bound to this frequency range. X-mHz to Y-mHz.. When we enter a new body, we are restricted to its frequency limits, and thus its perception of time.

If we could trvel faster than our limited/governed frequencies, then we could time travel.

Perhaps after this life we enter a giant playground with tons of new bodies to enter if we wish to, perhaps when we die we are then erased of all memories and placed in a new body. I’m not sure.

Perhaps we just rot in the ground. Or maybe thats just a shell.

I seem to have this insane ability to just group things in existence on a large scale. I don’t know why I do this, but when I see patterns of life and behaviors, I categorize them in my mind. perhaps this is just human nature, we all do this to some extent.

anyway, as I’m watching bullshit on TV and paying attention to the whole gun control debate, there is an obvious flaw in the entire design of “America is a melting pot”. American’s are scared shitless of each-other. They move around from state to state to avoid confrontation and being”too close” to other Americans. Our patriotism is shattered by this effect. Think about this.. other countries.. say England or Switzerland.. they have a collective mindset and something to be proud of; for they are all one of the same.. all British, or all Swiss, or all Australian.. (with of course the obvious tourism and part-time citizenship from others). On the flipside in America, we are this giant melting pot of all other countries. Some of us are Swiss others are German. Some are Cuban and others are Taiwanese. Yet hardly any of us are just simply “Americans”.  Initially, this was an excellent idea.. the groups of people all came here to flee terrorism and dictatorships, monarchies, third world regimes.. Now, people come here still looking for “the American dream” but there’s fighting from within because of the melting pot. No one who immigrates now is leaving behind their own country’s baggage to start a new free life. The drama and mindset of fear is taking over the ultimate goal, which was freedom for all.

have you ever heard that joke about the stomach being a bar?

see what im saying? we keep adding more ingrediants, but still have this mindset that everyone has boundaries and now no-one is getting along when someone shows up and starts some crazy shit.

we will not be able to fix this fighting from within unless each has their own rights and individuality, which we all came here to have in the beginning. This was our American right; to have a home and protect your family from those who wish to take away what you have earned. Our families left our originating countries for a reason and ended up in America to pursue our rights and freedoms. If you call yourself and American, this is what you should stand up for. When we are stepping on eachothers toes within the land of which we all came to be free in, then we have to take a look at what is stripping us of our rights.

Remember “united we stand, divided we fall”?

we as Americans are being divided categorically by location, race, gender, purchase habits, eating habits, consumer purchases, and even by what color our hair is. We were once a proud country, all living here with the mindset that everyone here is free from controlling powers. Now we are all afraid of our neighbors, and our teachers, and even our own relatives. how will this work if we are all individually afraid of one another?

When did we become so afraid of dealing with our problems and fearful of the outcome if we try?
What happened to America’s personal responsibility? We start wars in other places but we cant deal with our own?

wake up people.

Could not have said this better, please watch. It does not attack religion, or anyone’s views.. just simply explains an atheist view.

I really need to mark this month. October has changed all of my life and the future for Farrah and I. Between meeting new people, learning more about myself and us through them, and as well as moving.. so much is happening.

I have stressed myself enough, yet again, to where its taking a toll on my body.  Lack of sleep, anxiety, and a few other things all contribute to adding more stress… Amidst all of this stress, my little dog Chester seems to be waging his own war. As everyone knows he is getting up there in age and his immune system isn’t fighting infections as it used to. His teeth are likely to kill him, but I took him to the vet last Friday and get him some anti-biotics. Its either lymphoma or just a system infection.. either way the same applies. As long as he is willing to fight.. I will fight for him.

With my life creating such huge ripples its affecting those around me. Farrah for one obviously.. We’re on our way to Orlando. I have taken a “newish” job and a company on the starting line of some huge adventures. While still all a big new thing… it opens up more possibilities for both of us. I am able to take on a role of project manager and get my clients work done faster, without actually having to be the coder behind the desk. Farrah is able to focus her time on school and give herself the attention she has deserved for years, but never been able to.

While we have to say goodbye to the little beach-house bungalow we have set up.. Orlando is bringing us more opportunity for the rest of our lives. Daytona is a sticky mess that holds everyone in. A true black-hole. I don’t hate Daytona anymore.. but I realize whats going on now. Daytona “is what it is” and will never be any more than that. I need a little more security in my future than Daytona is capable of offering. I need to be able to retire and not work till I’m 70. I need that rest and enjoyment of life. I have to work for it now to have it later.

I’ve met a lot of new people in Daytona in the last year or so. Some of them I will never see again. Others.. I truly hope that we keep in touch. So many of you are truly good people and I hope you all stay that way. Farrah and I will of course be back in town. Daytona and Ormond is where I grew up, so many paths of my life have started here.

Live life as a sphere, in infinite direction. For if you rely on only one path, you shall always find an end.

Do you believe in, acknowledge, or agree with the idea of Adam and Eve?

Simple question. When I was a kid, that’s all there was. Religion was around and so the story of Adam and Eve were considered fact. A couple phases later, and I’m here again. They are fact and they did exist; but not in religious terms. “The book” filled in the blanks of what we didn’t know about Adam and Eve. Have you ever heard of mitochondrial DNA, or payed attention to genetics? If you have then maybe you followed the news regarding the blue eye gene.

Religious fanatics scream: “Adam and Eve were truth!”

Science fanatics scream: “We evolved from monkey! that’s perverse to think we all came from the same couple.”

What if we’re both right? The problem people get caught up in is: WHO/WHAT created/lead to Adam and Eve, or WHO/WHAT created/lead to the monkey?

Hypothetically let’s try this. Say things are already in existence. We’re about 200k years ago. Through mitochondrial DNA, we have confirmed that a woman existed. We haven’t found her, we haven’t seen her, but for humanity to exist in current form, she had to exist. Essentially the first human female. Could this have not been “Eve“? Therefore, the stories (religious writings/books) of her came from her descendants

Religion is right, we all came from one man and one woman.

Science is also on the edge of being right to prove that the one man and one woman came from monkey… not just one though.