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miss my car…

i miss my car. ive been on floridadrift for so long. and almost the entire time ive been on the forum, i have NOT been able to drive my car. i really miss being able to go out on a clear sunday and take out the sunroof and roll down the windows and cruise down a1a. or being able to open up on the highway with my foot out the window and being able to sit back with the radio blasitng at 110mph. its such a relaxant.

taking a corner at 60mph sideways is such a thrill and i miss it oh so much :'(

im going to look into getting that conv from mikes friend. if he sells it cheap and will take payments, ill do it. and i still might consider parting my car. im gonna try and get it back together by my birthday. if we really follow through with this normal work hours schedule and i have some free time.. thats where its going. to getting my car back together and running. i missssssss it soooooo muuuucchchhhh

not to mention the added gas efficiency would be nice every now and then.. ya know, getting to orl and back on a 1/4 tank instead of HALF.

seeds of consciousness

This is not a small gamble. A seed can experience life only when it sprouts. It is not possible for a seed to save itself and become a tree. When the seed sprouts, it ceases to be a seed. The seed dies for the tree is born.

Human body is a sheath containing a seed, and inside there is a sprout consisting of life, of being. But, taking this sheath for the seed, we ruin ourselves and the sprout is never born, the seed never sprouts. One experiences life only when the seed sprouts. As long as man is a seed, he is only a potentiality, and when the tree of life is born in him, he becomes authentic. Some call this authenticity the soul, and some call it God.

Man doesn’t know what life is because he has believed his fulfilment is in being a seed alone. He will know it only when his inner tree of life has manifested itself totally. But this is a far cry when, in the first place, we don’t even realize there is something existing within that is different and separate from the body. We are never able to remember, to realize there is something different and separate from the body as well. Hence, the real issue in life is experiencing that which is within, but we believe life to be that which pervades outside.

The seed contains the flowers, and the flowers are nothing but expressions of the seed. Sex contains Enlightenment, because life contains God. Move from sex to enlightenment, from sex to superconsciousness; this is the only natural and rightful way. Don’t get stuck anywhere at sex, its just a glimpse of what lies beyond when one transcends sex – into a never ending orgasm…


Cover work for the book: From Sex to Superconsciousness — [link]

–above quoted from [suzi9mm]–

anyway, ive been up way too long. i just thought this was an interesting read. nd i like this artist..

any thoughts?