Here’s to the crazy ones.
The misfits.
The rebels.
The troublemakers.
The round pegs in the square holes.

The ones who see things differently.

They’re not fond of rules.
And they have no respect for the status quo.

You can praise them, disagree with them, quote them,
disbelieve them, glorify or vilify them.

About the only thing you can’t do is ignore them.

Because they change things.

They invent. They imagine. They heal.
They explore. They create. They inspire.

They push the human race forward.

Maybe they have to be crazy.

How else can you stare at an empty canvas and see a work of art?
Or sit in silence and hear a song that’s never been written?
Or gaze at a red planet and see a laboratory on wheels?

We make tools for these kinds of people.

While some see them as the crazy ones, We see genius.

Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.

- Apple Computer

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Dare I say it?

Dare I go against those physicists that know EVERYTHING?

Yeah, I will.

Have you ever heard of a Mobius Strip? you’ve probably seen it, our 4th grade art teachers showed us how to make one.. Basically its a one sided strip of paper. stop. think about that. one sided? oh.. but a piece of paper has 2 sides? really? I suggest you try it. because I’m not writing this to explain to you something you should already know. look it up. Thats why we have google.

Now onto the good stuff.
I was watching this the other day that explained string theory, and its 10, wait, 9, no, 11, wait.. 93849032 dimensions. I wasn’t satisfied with that, so I started thinking.

These theories that we are stuck with all revolve around “the singularity”, or the beginning. but none of them can explain what was BEFORE the big bang which doesn’t sit well with me. There was something BEFORE, there IS something on the other side of this “singularity” Actually, what I’m hypothesizing now is that the singularity is an ongoing phenomena. So here it goes…

What if the universe wasn’t a “uni”verse. but rather a constant omniverse. (ok, for those of you that i just lost, just keep walking….) Take that mobius strip, and connect the edges of it (in your mind) so that its NEVER ends. something like this:

Now what you see is called a “Boy Surface.” This is something that is a 3 dimensional object and yet has only one side. It has no inside, no outside, no point that it starts from. What if that was our omniverse.

The big bang theory revolves on all of matter being created from the singularity. but it only happened once and can never happen again. that’s dumb. With this boy surface, there’s a center point that eventually all points return to. Now, as for matter, it had to take a hell of a lot to actually create it right, you know, atoms smashing, particles colliding and whatnot. well, in big bang, we don’t know what created that initial force, but in my theory we do. Every time a particle or unit of matter enters my singularity, it collides with its inverse object. its opposite. thus, creating (with opposite but equal force) a mini-bang. now, multiply that reaction to by the number of every unit of matter in existence, and we have a big bang.. more importantly, an ongoing big-bang. matter enters the singularity and is destroyed and also creates its opposite in the process.. new matter.

think of it like this. remember those little toys we had when we were kids that created sparks when we wound them up. it was cause by continuous beating of flint and metal. constantly grinding away. that’s whats happening here, but in a much larger scale and without the possibility to end.

Now take into mind numbers. for every number you know of or can think of, it has an inverse. its absolute opposite. apply that to matter and thus we have now explained dark matter. Dark matter is the idea that there is an opposite force that equals, but is negative to everything. but we could never find it. well, here it is. its right there on the boy surface, it gets created every time light matter is destroyed. and since this is a single surface, we can catch it. i just don’t know how yet.

now, enter the fact that science has proven that the known universe is constantly expanding, and at that, faster now than before. well how does that happen? that doesn’t make sense.. or does it? if we examine the “edge” of the boy surface, which is really a horizon, we can see an end, though its not really the end of the universe. It’s just out of our range of sight. So, the universe doesn’t have an edge, it has a horizon.

So whats a black hole, how many dimensions are there, what is time?

black holes I’ve had an interesting thought on. take your paper mobius strip and poke a hole in it. now you’re on the other side.. but then again, you’re not since its one sided. this would explain why we can see a black hole as a plane and it has a singularity in the the middle of it. its a portal to the exact opposite of where we are now. its a jump between the positive and the negative.

And what of dimensions? well, i took string theory to heart. I can foresee 10 dimensions. not 11. some could call this 4, but I’m sticking with 10. you have:

1. forward and backwards
2. up and down
3. left and right
4. in and out (growth and shrinking… think breathing)
5. positive and negative in time.

i got into a debate with someone who said this was 4. but he and Capt. Morgan had been playing. he didn’t take into consideration of the 0 point. forwards and backwards on the x axis in the positive is one dimension. f/b on the x axis in the negative is another. this applies to all 3 scales. x,y,z thus giving us 6 dimensions. In and out dimension is growth and shrink from 0 point. thats also 2 in 1, so now we have 8. and then we have time. positive and negative time. (negative is one i have yet to explain).. all in all, we have 10.

so, in the end my theory shows that our universe isn’t expanding, rather.. revolving. and that the singularity is not only the point of creation, but a point of eventual return, and big bang wasn’t once, but always and forever continuous…

EDIT:

In response to a few comments and people I have conversed with, lets eliminate the growth/shrinking dimension. Its crap. It’s nothing more than advancing or retracting on all axes. So, we’re down to either 8 or 4 Dimensions..

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I promise ill write my blog in the coming days, but for now, im submitting great works that i find form others… i found this, here

America: We are not free. Instead, we are enslaved to ideas and concepts which date back several centuries — ideas which have influenced us to live segregated lives based on assumptions and illogical concepts about life and people. We are not a free nation until we change our perception of reality to lead us to real freedom. Only then can we be united and free.

Here are some ways we can realize a race-free America over the next 100 years:

1. Everything race-based must go:

We cannot realize a race-free America with programs, groups, and other self-interests which promote and support the concept of race. The goal is to create a social fabric which is fair and balanced, and we cannot achieve this without eradicating the things which plague our nation and its ability to realize the dream.

• Racial classification and labels
• Affirmative Action
• NAACP
• Rainbow Coalition
• Action Network
• Government supported programs
• Initiatives
• Exclusive clubs
• Targeted networks, magazines, and newspapers
• Etc.

2. Educate, educate, educate:

If we are to achieve a race-free society, then we must educate our citizens. Most Americans support the idea of race, and effective communication is paramount to breaking the mold.

• Public Service Announcements
• Community outreach initiatives
• Political support
• Curriculum for schools and universities
• Corporate and government support
• Etc.

3. Practice “equal thinking”:

If Americans were created equal, then we wouldn’t be a nation obsessed with race, nor would classes exist (e.g., “black”, “white”). Contrary to popular belief, there isn’t a “majority” or “minority”. We are all the same. There are no superior groups of people. Race is a fallacy.

4. Innocence is beautiful; Protect our children:

When children are born, they are innocent and open-minded. Let’s keep it that way, as they are the future of a race-free society.

5. Word of mouth:

Communicate and share often. Help your family, friends, co-workers, and acquaintances realize the fraud that race is and the harm it has caused this nation and world over the past few centuries. Introduce them to material, research the truth about race, and help them understand.

The above thoughts on achieving a race-free society is just a start. The initiative will require the collective power of thousands and millions of voices standing up for the truth and enabling our great nation to truly be free. We cannot pretend. We cannot ignore it. We cannot sit idle. We cannot be comfortable. We must take action. Today.

Life was never intended to be this way, America. It is up to you to help steer our nation on a path to healing and prosperity. We must work to realize the dream of a race and color-free society. We cannot give up. We must believe and take action.

Do you believe in the dream? Will you stand up for it? We owe this to ourselves, our country, and the world. Let’s become the guiding light for great change. Let’s create a New America.

Resources

• Wikipedia: Popular concepts of “race”
• Project Reverse
• Addicted to Race

Labels: america, freedom, race

posted by Ronald Lewis at 5:18 PM

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found this jewel here
i thought it was interesting…

Every time I promise myself that I will work on controlling my temper, I always end up making a scene.

This time, it wasn’t my fault. All I wanted was a bagel. A bagel, a cup of coffee, and perhaps a spot near a window where I could idly watch the traffic go by as I browsed through the newspaper and licked cream cheese from my fingers. But apparently the Gods were not on my side.

Today I got in line behind a middle aged woman in a fur coat who was barking orders at the poor bagel girl like she was a dumb misbehaving dog. Fur Coat was ordering multiple bagel sandwiches from a list, but instead of ordering them in such a way that would make sense, she was attempting to order them all at the same time. The Bagel Girl was obviously confused and you could tell by her shaking hands that Fur Coat’s harsh tone was intimidating her. Finally, Fur Coat snapped, “I said light butter on that bagel! Light butter! Jesus!”

I couldn’t stand it anymore. I cut in, “You don’t have to be such a bitch about it.”

Fur Coat glared daggers at me and stated, “I’m not.”

“Well, I beg to differ.”

With a disgusted ‘Hrmph,’ Fur Coat went back to her overly complicated order, but she did so quietly and even managed to begrudge the poor girl a ‘Thank you’ after she was finished.

I have a theory about asshole customers: I think they only act that way because no one ever calls them on their bullshit. The poor kids behind the counter can’t stand up for themselves lest they lose their jobs and other patrons look the other way claiming ‘it’s none of my business.’

Fuck that. When I see some self important asshole verbally degrading a teenaged kid with dead eyes behind a counter, it ruins my day. So, I say some shit. Besides, I feel that if I stay silent, I am almost giving an abuser permission to act like a raging asshole. Ignoring their behavior suggests to them on some sick level that what they’re doing is Ok.

It’s not OK.

The phrase ‘The Customer is Always Right’ is the single worst philosophy that has ever been adopted by American culture. It gave an entire generation of people the green light to be as impolite, unreasonable, and demanding as their little hearts desired because they were always going to be considered right. It destroyed the entire concept of courtesy and rendered manners obsolete. People began to treat their peers in the service industry like incompetent morons, lacking in feelings or human dignity, who deserved to be browbeaten and abused for no other reason than they had the audacity to run out of a particular brand of coffee. Furthermore, instead of suffering negative repercussions for their appallingly disrespectful behavior, they are awarded with free coupons and plenty of ass kissing. In reality, they should be shunned and humiliated for behaving like such self absorbed little children.

Speaking of respect, another idea that has ruined American culture is the one that states, ‘I don’t give respect freely. You have to earn my respect.’ This one is most often uttered by punk kids with bad attitudes and black fingernail polish.

Fucking gag me.

I mean, how egotistical does one have to be to automatically assume that their respect is so fucking important that one must jump through multiples hoops in order to earn it? How about we give people respect because they are humans with lives and feelings just as important as our own? Why not give people a default level of respect and more or less can either be won or lost based on the behavior of the individual? The loss of respect is something that should be based on actions. The idea that that one must win basic respect in the first place is incredibly belittling. How narcissistic can you be to embrace that ideology?

A few Sundays ago, my husband and I went out to breakfast. If anyone has ever attempted to go out to breakfast on a Sunday morning, they know that restaurants are usually packed around then. We were finally seated and our server was not only very busy, but also a new employee according to her ‘Hi! I’m new!’ nametag.

I’d like to say that everyone in her section was very understanding. The place was a madhouse and she was obviously out of her element. I wish I could say that the patrons in that restaurant were mannerly and polite and treated her with even an ounce of dignity and consideration. But, if I did, I’d be fucking lying.

Nearly everyone yelled at her or condescended to her like she was a stupid little child. One guy ordered a side of ‘home fries’ and reamed her ass when she brought him French fries. Had he looked at the menu a little closer, he would have seen that ‘home fries’ weren’t listed. This particular restaurant only served French fries or hash browns. Her mistake was understandable and he was basically yelling at her because she didn’t read his mind accurately enough.

But let’s all forget about that for just a moment. Instead, I want to point out that there are a multitude of things that can go wrong in one’s life. Death, illness, and poverty just to name a few. Yet, here I was watching a grown man lose his fucking shit because he was going to have to wait 5 minutes for a side of hash browns. Suddenly, I lost my appetite.

At this point, the angry little man demanded to speak to a manager and a kowtowing corporate whore scuttled over with free coupons and many apologies. The angry man furiously demanded that his waitress be fired right that instant. Over hash browns.

I couldn’t take it anymore. I leaned over and interrupted, “When you’re finished talking to this man, I’d like to speak to you. I have the same server.”

The angry man smiled smugly, no doubt convinced that I was going to back him up on his quest to get a new girl fired because he had to wait 5 fucking minutes.

The manager finished with him and moped over to my table ready for his second tongue lashing off the day. I surprised him by loudly saying, “I just want you to know that our server is doing the best that she can. She’s been trying very hard and has been very sweet to us even though that asshole has treated her so poorly.”

The manager suddenly looked panicked and started shooting terrified looks at the table that just finished reaming him out. “I know,” he whispered fearfully, “Don’t worry, I’m not going to fire her.”

And while I was pleased to learn that this particular manager wasn’t going to fire the new girl based on the whim of some fat ass piece of trailer trash, I was disappointed that he rewarded said trash’s temper tantrum with free food. I long for the day a manager walks up to a table and says, “How dare you treat my employee this way. Get out now.”

I’m sure they want to, but that ridiculous policy ‘The Customer is Always Right’ silences them. So until we banish that phrase from American culture forever, I suggest we quit looking the other way when people behave like scumbags.

After all, technicalities may suggest that they are always right, but that doesn’t make them any less an asshole.

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trucks gone
got bimmer (’01 325i sedan)
240 still doesnt work

–> got engine stand (thanks matt)

dogs now have sweaters, which were once sleeves to one of kelly’s sweaters.
Mouse, the rat, is now the size of a rat, not a mouse.
Chester smells like a rotting corpse that a goat in estrus peed on. . i should give him a bath.
stefs bike got stolen. sucks ass, if youve got info, IM me
Fred is bored. I think he misses his friends, who now have homes with Beth and Stef.
I have discovered Scrubs. an awesome TV show.
Mom had back surgery again. doing good though.
the Boys are going to be 2 on the 20th
It’s going to be the first christmas together with Kelly
I joined the Adfed.
Kitten is putting on weight. finally. after 2 years.
Pyxie is still a fatass
My 3 years free at 1and1 is up. no more free hosting! oh noes! (its officially been 3 years since fullsail, since the bitch, and since well… since then. )
i need beer. im just realizing this.
hmm…
i also need to put up my christmas decor.
and do the dishes.

but… i guess ill keep writing this. since well. im not really DOING anything else. ahem.

blah, more later if i care.

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